this is a post to the world

the world, of course, for me, consists of simply, SPA, my college.
which it shouldn't (and doesn't 'actually'), i realize, but that's just the context i'm speaking in here..

i had a great time during thesis help. there were boring parts n there were good parts, where i was seriously seriously liking it...

what is it i had to say..?

oh yes...well there's the fact that i'm now home. suddenly. very free. kuch zyada hi free! i mean...i don't feel like utterly wasting my time. so i shudn't right. so i'm lookin for stuff to do. something a bit more productive than watching, or even reading. i just started sketching. it wasn't too good. i tried 2 more times (inspired by someone i recently spoke to), those were worse, the fourth time, where i wasn't quite looking at the 'target' lol (she changed position while sleeping) turned out to be not too bad. what's that tell me? i need to go for the bigger picture n what i understand of what's in front of me more...not just...'i'm drawing lines just as i see it'...for example...the times when i find myself smiling while drawng a smiling face...those times my sketch also tends to smile as it shud :) i did that on a scrap of paper. but i *will* get me a lil handy pocket sketchbook as i've been meanin to do and haven't yet done since forever for the stupidest of reasons...heh [n yes i do realize we're sorta required to do that for second year anyway]
i'm going to have to get used to being a second year now...(just as one gets used to being the next age to what they've been for the whole past year lol]
uknow...speaking of which, sometimes..i get so ahead of myself thinking of what age i'm 'going' to be that i sometimes get confused as to what my age currently is lol [don't take this too seriously please]
anyway.
i've often felt like writing to all of u lol. hope u don't find that weird...um, let's put it more like 'addressing u all'. mandira is wearing a...really rather unpleasantly pink outfit...as in 'all' rather unpleasantly pink from top to bottom....even the lighting up above is such that it puts a 'pink' shine on her hair. that's taking it too far don't u think. heh
so it's back to the fountainhead now...if i can make myself read it now.
ahh....how i love...pure music... the good-feel (or feel-good, as i generally describe it), no-sexy-stuff music lol...
ahh!! it's that song again. 'tere bin' from kachhe dhaage...who has this song...i want it. and khauja mere khauja!! hehe i love that song too! :D n oh oh oh, now that we're on music, i must mention 'someday' by flipsyde...whatever the whole song is like, i like it, but i absolutely *love* the lil solo somewhere in the middle of the song....it's soo good...which reminds me, i'm pretty sure i'm going slightly deaf...listening to too loud music...the levels at home, on tv, are making me realize this... heh, i'm really gonna work on this now...discipline myself to listen to music lower..like my brother has apparently deliberately been doing for the past year :P of course, i'm not really gonna do that when it comes to stuff like that solo :P

this is an experiment btw. me typing liking like this, for everyone to read. let's see how it goes..